cutting my nose to spite my face...

i do that sometimes.

it is quite dumb really, but i still do it.

in the end, more often than not, i find myself in deeper frustrations & it's harder to find a way out...

all the struggles pretty much happen internally. nowhere else. no one else even knows, i suspect.

what's the point?

sigh. my poor face. gotta pay the price for stupidity...