My thinking process is not quite complete but I no longer trust myself with unguided thinking. Anyhow, I'm returning home with these thoughts:
- Time to stop moping around and get on my feet again. I may not have the strength but at least I have the desire to begin with.
- Gotta make the best of everything. Gotta stop wasting time.
I am almost glad to be heading back and returning to work right away. One needs to keep oneself occupied. I just need to learn how not to keep myself mindlessly occupied.