good for nothing

i've been feeling sluggish. it's quite surprising how u can lose all your oomph in just a few days. or maybe there isn't much ommph to start with so there's nothing much to lose anyway.

wat good is salt if it loses its saltiness? wat good am i being such a sluggish, non-responsive, lukewarm person?

nothing. no good at all.

i'm just drifting through each day. yea, i'm still living one day at a time, but it's more like i'm living minimally. wat's the point then? why am i wasting precious life? i think i deserve to be chuck into the rubbish bin and be forgotten forever. oh, maybe the skip we had for J week street cleaning would be a good place. nice and big. real yucky and smelly too. who said nz is nice and clean? think again. student city? think harder.

"God is not unjust; he will not forget your work and the love you have shown him as u have helped his people and continue to help them. We want each of you to show this same diligence to the very end, in order to make your hope sure. We do not want you to become lazy, but do imitate those who through faith and patience inherit what has been promised."
(Hebrews 6:10-12 )

Help me out in this eh. Either gif me a kick in the butt, or just throw me into the rubbish skip...