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i felt better last night. i think what i really need is just someone to meluahkan hati to. it's not like u can just go to sesiapa and meluahkan your hati to that sesiapa. often, the hati part doesn't get diluahkan until very much later. でも、それは多分　‘シチン’　という人間機械の正常な操作できるように、必要なことである。

but i suppose the bigger masalah might be that i'm closing myself in.

the little disappointments eat u up. after a while it makes u wonder, who cares anyway?

hmmmmm. 夏バテ？？？

it's time like this when u know no amount of good logical sensible reasoning will help. maybe i just need to 不顾一切，硬着头皮 and keep on going.

走り続けよう！主を仰がなきゃ！どんなときも、どこでも、どんな気持ちでも。。。

主よ、お助けください。

Consuming Fire - Hillsong United
There must be more than this,
O breath of God come breathe within,
There must be more than this,
Spirit of God we wait for You.

Fill us anew we pray,
Fill us anew we pray.

(Chorus)
Consuming fire fan into flame,
A passion for Your Name,
Spirit of God fall in this place,
Lord have Your way,
Lord have Your way with us,

Come like a rushing wind,
Clothe us with power from on high,
Now set the captives free,
Leave us abandoned to Your praise.

Lord let Your glory fall,
Lord let Your glory fall.

Stir it up in our hearts Lord,
Stir it up in our hearts Lord,
Stir it up in our hearts Lord,
A passion for Your Name.