sometimes a door closing on ur face helps to uncover the true underlying motivation. no doubt it brings a sinking feeling but at least u clearly see the udang sebalik the batu.
i've been thinking that i need something to sustain me for the longer term, but on the other hand i wonder if i'm looking for sustenance in the wrong places?
the great chasm is beyond me. too far to cross over, too deep to bridge the gap. wasn't it a broken heart that rejected any form of reconciliation? ironic that it should eventually lead to helplessness and more hurt. a kind of pain that has perhaps been immuned to.
this is no good.
i read an article on "longsuffering" today. it ended with this prayer:
"Help us to suffer a little longer that we might know the joy of the gift that you have promised. We will always wait a little longer. We will always trust in You. Amen."
Each day is a gift from God. Each day I inch a little closer towards the joy of the gift He has promised. Each day I tell myself... it's just a little longer.
and Grace will lead me Home.
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