"aku dah jadi Kristian"

I didn't expect the above declaration would bring so much joy!

"I've become a Christian"

As I said those words, a sudden joy rushed into my heart.

My replacement IC would have me, a citizen of Malaysia, registered as a Christian in the records.

Now... if only this isn't just on my IC. That it would be written all over me, all over my life, a stench to those who are perishing, but life and fragrance to those who will live to the end of days!!

rain...

the rain seems to be stirring up some melancholiness in me.

it's the best time to be sitting in a nice cafe, watching the raindrops beat against the glass window, breathing in the tantalizing aroma of a good cuppa, pen in hand...

which reminds me. I haven't journaled. in ages. hmmmmm...

how convenient to blame the rain.

What day is it today?

I feel like I'm living in a daze. What day is it today? What's on for this week? What's going on next?

Pop! Goes the Weasel!

Pop!

by right the next line should be: Goes the Weasel. But in this case, it's:

Pop! Goes the Window!

and everything happened in slow mo.

I felt like I was watching a movie...

even more so when the glass came shattering down.

I'm ok. The car's ok. Just... more errands to run. A few inconveniences here and there. A few precious things gone. Affects the sentimentalist in me but ah well... I can't bring them to heaven with me anyway.

But I'm thankful. Really thankful. Could have been a lot worse.

And I'm certainly very very very grateful... for He has given me someone who was there, someone I hung on to, someone who talked me through until my mind cleared, someone who prayed for me, someone whose presence made me felt:

it's ok. everything's gonna be ok.