It's my 3rd consecutive CNY away from KL. I haven't done much - either I have serious jet lag or my aunt's coffee ain't strong enough. I did finish "Winnie-the-Pooh" though... and I think I'm a little like Eeyore in my head. It's kinda refreshing to laugh at Eeyore, then recognizing a little of him in me and laugh at myself too.
My thinking process is not quite complete but I no longer trust myself with unguided thinking. Anyhow, I'm returning home with these thoughts:
- Time to stop moping around and get on my feet again. I may not have the strength but at least I have the desire to begin with.
- Gotta make the best of everything. Gotta stop wasting time.
Today I found myself wondering why I often felt a sense of belonging only after I've left. Time to stop living in the past.
Feeling the sense of belonging doesn't count, what matters is
counting oneself in.
I am almost glad to be heading back and returning to work right away. One needs to keep oneself occupied. I just need to learn how not to keep myself mindlessly occupied.
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